Wassup Guys, sorry idint post anything yesterday, cause i was exhausted after a fun day!
Yesterday:
Morning, went to mendaki as usual n next week dun have cause of commendation day!
and nextly LOYANG FIESTA!
Wohooo, so fun, I get to see the old aunties at the stalls, lucky one mak cik remembered me cause I always buy fish ball n nasi asam pedas there, lols
I miss those days which we had fun, which we got scolded which are now memories,
I met all my old friends there, lol, everyone knew im tall, ahaha,
and we had to register ourselves as Alumnis aka graduates of the sch
I then met all the teachers, or saw, lol
Without them I wun manage to pass my PSLE with flying colours n with their advises i wouldnt have made it this far, now to make them prouder i have to go to sec3 n pass my streaming wif flying colours,
after the fiesta I had fun playing Pom, wif all my friends, I miss the past i hope i cn get them bck
lol

Well today:
mornin, boring, all day boring, rarely online or use com.
Then at 7 went out with afiq to tampines mall.
Bought my tuner, tuned my guitar and lastly its drop B
I cnt take it i want to play my damn guitar,lols,
nvm tmr after band or after syf cn all day play my guitar and not to mention study
have to study straightint tmr after band, now no time,
mr Koh was rite u say tmr, u wun do it, u ll say the nxt day
I think im becoming matured, small matters like othman n me is for me smaller thn small
Im not a kid anymore, and i dun nid cry over small things like tht
whoever else wan mess wit my life, wat do you want from me, i nvr disturb u, so wat u wan from me

Ok well i wan sleep now
SYF 5 days from now,
gotta believe to achieve gold
gotta make them proud








kk till here
Nite guys

-Kamil Delonge 6:24 PM

yo, wassup guys,
hmm, so i fugured out i mean guessed carefully hu intend to ruin my life, tht person is **** ******* *******
i guessed ur the mastermind hu myb intend to ruin my life, because im feeling the same thing u feel,
hey at least i nvr turned emolike u did n started to tell lies to tht someone, till tht someone hates me so much, if u did do tht, i only gt one thing to say, revenge solves nothing ur gonna get back what u did,
no offence, seriously,
today got to suck, tired after sh have togo band, im exhausted i may not come band tmr, my heart n stomach is aching, ill give an MC to one of youguys
n for the rest of the ppl in class hu r by my side, thnx, at least ur not a fucking *****, because u ****** sck to the core,
*****=shit
because u guys r gay, damn kepala batu, get a life,

n to othman if u hate me so much now n un wan accept my appology, idc, i have nothing to beg, i dun want to beg,ive appologised, only u accept,
n i wun buy shit.cause im turnin 14 soon, i have a life,

ok, ive been cursed, i realli noe, i noe there r 3 ppl tht may curse me, n those 3 ppl, curse urself not me, ur the one hu is wrong, dun point fingers n now im also try nt to point fingers, its getting lame, seriously
i dun buy shit from anyone,
n i will try nt to fall into traps,
cause i wanna live life,

haiz, so hereit ends, bye

-Kamil Delonge 9:29 PM

Yo, wassup guyz
haiz this week seriously fucked up week
actually everything i did seems wrong, its like someone cursed me
who ever tht is, fuck you, i wanna live my life so dun ruin it
and wah, band tiring, fuck, practice almost everyday, i wan rest lah,
i hope aftter SYF okae already
then at sch since mon, othmans ignoring me, like i care?
sorry i wun buy ur shit abt ignoring me, u hate me ur problem ive stepped out of ur life
and anothing, my old enemy u noe hu the first person ive talked to n hate in sec 1.
well, his the one hus mayb cursing me? lols,
but i have a feeling, he seems happy abt me n othman fighting n ignoring like noe alot,
n uh, his trying to steal zaki, n zuhairi n the rest from me,
yea, his shit his making revenge,
if u really did curse me or did somethin like black magic to my life,
you wun ruin mine, cause ive strong hope upon myself
no matter what u try u wun bring me down, thts one thing
even though i dun pray, i dun read the quran im slackish upon my religion,
i have faith in it(aka iman) n nothing will make me down,
even if im alone cause theres alot of people who is beside me, in me, in my heart,
so tht person if ur readin this bullshit, im nt buying it, ur curses magic or watever k
n ass for othman, its up to you, i wun do anything unless u do the first move cause its correct as, u ignored me so u talk to me again nt i talk to you, ive appologised to ur cousin, n you, still hate me?
nothing to say,

n if Ace of spades kicks me out, its ok, ill make a solo project,a new band or juz be a normal civilian, im just wanna live!lols

so yea, thts how my day was, lousy? yea kind of, but i have faith in tmr,
i have to or not ill be brought down, be strong within not outside,
if ur strong out side but within weak, ur gay n ull die, unless both strong

so yea, hu ever else is readin this i guess u get how my life is goin abt, n im nt emo, im not gay, im mayb an asshole at times, im nt a toy but im an Anarchist, a skater, a part time guitarist, n im living life before i die someday which i noe somehow its near.
N ill quit blowing smoke, i wanna live healthily now

-Kamil Delonge 10:19 PM

Yo every one,
fuck ah, stupid barber dunno how to cut my hair, my fringe now damn cacat like girl hair sia cut bangs, stupid fucking babrber shit.
i hope ur hair worst then mine....
i now damn shameful of my hair to go tot school later kene insult like shit...
haizzzzzzzzz....
Goin out soon, bye n tmr sch):

-Kamil Delonge 9:16 AM

yo wassup,
sorry never post anything fr the past 3 days, I was too tired after goin home from so called 'band camp' SYF is 2 weeks from nowso gotta practice hard to achieve gold or silver, try nt to get bronze.
Next week practice 3 days, and the SYF week practice everyday...
and sec4s, we will miss you guys after you stepdown.
esspecial the SLs like, Nabil,Afiq,Sidek,Alex,Shing Lun, and the rest, theyre the proz
I wonder what will happen to band without them n what will happen to Euphonium section without nabil, lols. and ya Im gonna be the next master SL,lol. jkjkjk.
andya gotta make them proud once im an SL next yr,
and...
uh...
ya today....
Im still stucked in between wan to go Jammin wif the boys or skate with Afiq,
If i dun jam Im afraid theyll kick me out, and i cnt stop skating!
and if i jam, it wont be fun, seriously, I cant bear to look at othman(since he hates me)
so thats why, I rather go jam without othman than with othman,
its scary,really scary....
and the worst part is i already promised afiq to skate today
and, uh...who is tht again..ouhya the boys,
if i say no, i gotta make a really good lie, i cnt bare to see othman like tht
its dmn fucked up...
and ouhya i really wan an MTM1 the sound is great, everything is,
but it costs alot,ALOT
mayb take 2 to 3 yrs to save till 1500 dollars, its insane seriously, it is, cannot tahan, hahas.

well thtas all part 2
commin out soon(:

-Kamil Delonge 11:29 AM

YOYOYO, wassup guys
Just ending my day wif a little story,
Today:
Wake up at 9.41am, on com chat wif Afiq,
Then plan wif him go sk8 early but end up at 12, kesian siak,
i go late cause my dad woke up n he dun let me sk8, so he dunno i have my own deck so,
kena sneak out, then sk8 go afiq block,
reach there, saw my long lost fren Khairi, kanina sia, he damn irritatin, but in a gud way, haha, not scolding you
He saw me, then u noe like disturb but also funny ah,
then meet afiq sk8 at his blok till 1.30 lidat?
actually at 12 when b4 meeting Afiq, Zaki sms-ed me out to watch movie wif othman n the rest, but as u noe he n me gt some battle goin on, so i made an excuse of nt going:X
Then, at 1.30 go follow afiq go his fren chalet,lol, seriously his frens have life not like some of my sec sch frens, wannabe mat reps,
Then played wif his friends till like 2 plus?
Then on the way back to Daniels block(where we usually sk8) while walking, I saw lukman(othman cousin) so I figured out, othman n zaki might be there, so I walked away as quickly as could, lol, at least Afiq understands me,
so walk behind loyang pri, n sk8 at daniels block till 4.15?
then we went to daniels house, talk to him abt life so far, plan abt hari raya, omg I really miss my pri sch frenz, they r da best or da best,
then invite them to my house, watch some stuff, laughed alot,
then suddenly zaki called, n ask if he cn come my house, so I said, sry no, so many ppl there, some more othman n his cousin coming, so dun wan see them, its better, fr the good,
then zaki, said anything meet them near Loyang pri, so juz said yes n in the end i nvr showed up,
sorry zaki, but if othman still hates me, its fr the good,
n tmr good band, sian so long till 6, go there fr exchange music programme, n ofcourse, my closests cousins sch, woiits, seeya tmr saiful,
then tmr mornin wake up early to eat at mac wif EngHwee,
and munirah(Adek angkt)lol, thnks fr featuring me second means alot to me as an abang, hahaha(:
Well thats all I guessed tht happened today,
and todays the most fun day ever wif adventures,
thanks to skating theres adventure then boring old, stay at home play guitar, weee

so yeah, thts all,
TEEEHHEEEEEEE(:

-Kamil Delonge 8:45 PM

Today still okay day,
I finally realised im an asshole,
and othman if till noe still hate, sry dude i cnt do anything bout it unless urself
Im changed, i know whats wrong n ill improve,
if u still hate me,
i cnt do anything bout it,

and.....SAhmad, I wun be talking to you ever again mayb forever, n ever,
and.....

Today is a damn ok day,
wake up in mornin, blah3
n today the whole day nvr sk8 cause raining, tmr im sk8ting wif Afiq(the greatest dude ull ever meet)
n juz now aka a few hrs ago,
I beacame Mnirah's abg angkat feeeweeeet, cool huh? yeah mayb
Finally gt a first adik angkat yg pompan so far all lelaki,
I wonder what happened to tht dude Haziq, so long nvr chat wif him wonder what happend to him hope his ok,
and ya, still searching fr tht special someone,
god please bring her to me,
its boring to be nt inlove....

N ill make a song n post it here, if u play guitar ill post the tabs here too(:

well thts all I guess, n Saiful(cousin)
im goin ur sch this wed, seeya there(:

TEEHEEE(:

-Kamil Delonge 1:20 PM

Wassup Guys,
all I cn say now I am having peer pressure, or stressed.
and Zaki if ur reading this, thnks fr everything, ur a true frend,may god bless you.
and fr othman, idk, whats going on, but its up to you if u wanna be my fren or not, im nt forcing you.

thts all fr todays post.

-Kamil Delonge 7:17 PM

Well,sup yaw all(:
Fuck, othman still angry wimme, at least I appologise,
got back report book, yea, failed english, gotta buck up,
and ps, fuck u ***** F**d. stupid fucker, buat kecoh jer,
now tkde hope, buang masa aku nk try dpt dia, sheesh...
all i cn say is, hu cares, its too early, gotta w8 fr tht real someone to come save me,
haizz, tmr mendaki, menyebok jer, malas nk gi...
Afiq go camp, so sian no one to sk8 wif,
nah Ill sk8 alone,
Gotta land n nail an ollie.
and fuck, im heart broken-ed...
Well heres my results guys,gals,gay, les, what soever

test1 test2 grade?

English: 36.4 28.3 F9
Malay: 58 62 Idk
Math: 56 60 C5 or B4
Science: 43 47 D7
Geography: 54 42 C6 or D7
Literature: 63 65 B4
Art: 52 63 Idk
Home Ec: 50 55 C6

Thts all the subject I took fr this term,
and fr my fellow sec2 Greenviewan frens, Im taking, combination 5 next yr
Guess why? Cause its easy, hahahaha
Combination 1-3 seems pretty hard, combination 4 n 5 quite esy but 5 still the best,
and I think i wanna take art...

Well thts all guys, cya all when sch reopens
and to someone, thx fr breaking it into pieces, now it aching inside):

-Kamil Delonge 11:39 PM



Today fun sia! After school go meet Afiq and we go Century Square buy sk8,
then we eat,Sk8 till 6.30? Yeah, tht was fun!
But i still cnt nail an olie:(
Went home on com, and saw someones fs comment woiits!
She replied but too bad she cnt on9 but i nvr gave my num juz ask her to ask from Nabilah, i hope she ask(:
Really if ur reading this pls ask her fr my num(:-To tht someone

Sch? Boring, but tmr dun nid bring math Tb, woiits, and wtf is with othman sia,
suddenly ignore me n like dun fren me, wtf i do sia,
random like shit, suddenly dun nike me,
zzz, wonder whats wrong, i barely did anything wrong to him...
ah hu cares thts ur prob if u wan fren me or nt,

and...........Yeah, thts all here r the pics of my new deck

-Kamil Delonge 7:01 PM

Fuck today lah!
Chibai, band fucking shit, kena run 4 rounds if not wrong,
Then fucking father call go say dun buy phone, stupid fucker
Then go quarell wif my mom cause of that stupid old man,
He ufcking shit gimme bad luck for the whole fucking day, stupid shit lah!
Useless day no hope, no nothing, only full of shit,
no one cn remove stress from this fucking day!
Waste my time only, shitty bastard.
Im getting bored typing my anger here so
TC fuckers!

-Kamil Delonge 7:55 PM

Wassup Yaw.Hola G.Hey There.YO.

Well anyway, I tried Skating dooode!
It was fun skating on Afiqs board, damn fun.
Im getting mine this coming thurs and also buying a Vans Checkered Sk8 shoe soon.
Im somewhat getting bored playing guitar, no offence.
And Im getting bored of jamming seriously, playing the same shitty song again and again.
and Zaki if ur reading my posts this ones for you, practice on your strumming man, i dun wan say it but ok fine ill say it ur strumming does not rock man, its gonna be an embarassment if we play live like that since the sound i hear is pretty horrible and tune ur guitar, Ace of spades really nid to work hard.

Well im gonna sk8 wif Afiq almost everyday, Jamming? Nah Ill go once a month, its getting lame going everyweek.

I also wan buck up on my studies then juz memorising songs on my guitar but sk8ting is juz another hobby to make me healthy, lol

and SAhmad, doode, ur weird, damn weird, lol.

and I cant wait to sk8 wif afiq seriously his da man!
I also cnt w8 fr thursday for my sk8s, hehe
plus somehow i feel i wanna make a new band, with a real pro guitarist like my standard, a real person hu cn sing aka singer,bassist already have a standard one, and drummer already have a standard but one a person hu cn play drum like The Rev or Travis Barker.I hope i cn meet those people one day and make a new band together cause its gonna rock i have a feeling it will...

and i still wanna sk8, lol.

ps, hope i cn play well tmr at band and hope that Nabil and shahazad come early. Those two people rox, seriously, they make euphonium section rocks, except Suryan hu alway insult me, get a life man, seriously not cool,not cool, and i nvr disturb you so for wat you disturb me.

well thats all yo.
TEHEEE(:

-Kamil Delonge 8:57 PM

Yo wassup guyz n gals,
I juz gotten back my math results!
I passed, phew, thank you Allah.
But even after a gud news came a bad news have to be told, i failed my geog,
nah nothing to be pulled down about, theres still time for improvement.
I juz hope i dun go NA or retain sec2
I wan go sec3 and wear my long pants even if i have to go 3E6.

and today band, was quite fun
As usual, played Overture No.1 and A Prairie Protrait
and i know when is SYF
wat training, blah3
so hard sia, hehe, gotta practice hard.

I also not going to jam next term, and play guitar only on weekends!
and Ill upload what we jammed yesterdat the pics on my friendster
so do view those pics!

well till here,
and wish me gud luck for my studies and SYF!
Ill wish all the best for whatever u guys are doing to,
kk, till here
TEHEEE(:

-Kamil Delonge 8:44 PM

Yo, Im backfrom jammming!
Lol, Jamming was'nt fun today, so sian, damn boring
no new song to jam, wtf.
and ouhya I failed all my 3 english tests this term, fuck sia!
I got F9 for english this term, die,die,die, gonna affect my marks, please Allah please help me pass and let me promote to sec3. haiz, damn scared to get back math and science test marks, sheesh.
So far, english:failed all 3
Maths:Passed 1 another one havent gotten back.
Science:Failed the previous one and juz did another today.
Malay:Passed Both
Literature:Passed Both
Geaography:Passed the previous one
Art:Havent gotten back any news
Home ec:Should be a pass

Well that should be all, ps my com fucking lagg, lol
Haiz, hopefully i pass my future tests and i have improved abit by at least failing 2 subjects.

-Kamil Delonge 7:12 PM

AweeYeah being single back is great
No more pressure in thinking did I done the right thing by taking her back, lol
Today same usual things happen at school except for raining heavily like shit during recces, went home after band, mom ordered canadian pizza, lol
Ate, then online till now,
Chatted with,Atiqah,Syamire,Munirah(new online fren),RongZhun and Dzulhairee.
Then went to Zuhairis friendster.
OMGOMGOMGOMG, So many girls comment him great stuff, is he hot? or is he a play boi since blah3 dun wan mention here afraid he read it, hehe.
And then viewed zaki's friendster, woiits nice guitar yaw.
Am I a Mat Rep? Scientist say no, Idiots say what?, lol
Im not changing skin or edititng my blog cause it sucks and no one seems interested in looking at the shit i write, so dun care liao, hehe(:

KK, till here

-Kamil Delonge 9:34 PM

Well today is an okay day,
I broke up yesterday,
Well math test tmr, lol
Today band ok lah, Miss Yip tested me on Overture No.1
Then Suryan kept on disturbing me as usual.
Then went home in the rain.
All wet now abit sick.
Then went home n my dad told me his friend juz passed away.
Sad huh, raining somemore, so emo.
Well I wonder what happens when people is dying.
So random.

Well gt nothing else to say, till here then
and hope i pass my test
and to someone, im sorry yo.
Hope theres someone better(:

-Kamil Delonge 8:59 PM

My blog seems pretty dead...
Lol.
Well yesterday was awesome, played wif queenstown secondary band.
cool huh, their SL even said Nabil is good, cool
and they played tribal quest our old song.
not bad, haha.
After that went home, skip my madrasah cause feel like it.
Weeirrd...
Im not feeling right, somethings wrong.
I feel like something isnt right again.
Should I break Up?
If this feeling continues, Im breaking up.
and if that person is reading this.
Sorry yo, I juz dun feel right, need space fr myself
or ur nt the right one, mayb im giving my self to flly think of it.

kk, till here

-Kamil Delonge 1:17 PM