Hello Guyz, Wassup? The ceiling I guess Well today I screwed up the performance at sch actually everyone did we didnt gave our best, haha I played alot of wrong notes and I sneezed halfway through A Prairie Portrait, haha
Tomorow band practice, omg im so lazy to go and fuck, I failed,EL,MATh,Sci All Mendaki's(my Tuition) fault Never teach us properly, i mean tutor I feel like quiting and swearing my dad will fall sick again he is such an ass, scold me just because of this and say I nvr use my brain wtf, He is dumber thn me, fail everything so stupid,fat, is shit, and said i never use my brain I hope he has a brain tumor or something
and as for Chris and his black malay friend from 1NA no need for lies, cn just say get your hands of her you dick I noe youre trying to break me appart but its stupid, youre the one who is getting it back seriously and as for Nabilah, I wouldnt fall inlove with you anymore, i mean mayb wont ever again. For ever, and ever I wun, have tht lovely feeling? Yea I dun love you like I did yesterday
and as for Nadhrah, I still like you I feel like wanting you back but its hopeless, only god knows whats going to happen next and yea, tomorow band practice, omg im so lazy to go, wat piece of shit dicks, I hope I wun drop to NA next year, I rather go to 3E5 or 3E6 then dropping to NA haha
Well I guess this ends here. BYEBYE. Take care, and Ahmad Sheikh or watever, tht name you wan me to call you to describe you seems lame, seriously, I rather use SAhmad,No offence.(FULL STOP)
Yoz Just another fine day which I miss most This month is one of the worsts months i ever had. Too many problems happend and finally my life is back in order and in peace I may not have gotten her but at least I got my life back in track and thts good Thnk you allah fr getting things back to normal Tomorows my first performance with GVSB infront of Greenviewans! PLaying Overture No.1 and A prairie portrait. I guess Im gonna mess up tomorow, So long never played them. Well now my legs are shaking with nervousness, haha
Anyway, lets talk about today. I wake up in the morning do the usual shit. Then Afiq invited me out to skate. Well I told him a lie though. I cnt skate till 4th June fr alot of reasons Then at 4, I went to Daniels house and went lepak with him. How I wish I cn lepak till nite Tht is fucking awesome. and I will be able to do tht once my fathers better and I cnt wait to go to peninsular with Naufal and the rest of the dudez and I cant wait to get a Delay Pedal. Now i have 72 bucks I hope the pedals cheap though
Well wish me good luck tomorow guys and Im crushin? Lets find out more, after the break lols
Today is a wonderful n also an emo day I met Nadhrah at whitesands this mornin, lepak wif her till 12? thn she invited me to watch movies wif her frens i think but i no money, haizz I ended up wif Naufal She still havent reply my msgges, I hopes shes not angry i nvr treat her or anything If she is, Im sorry,Veryvery sorry, n if ur pp8 is low sry to have msg u 3 times I cnt helpmyself, Im all over you since yesterday when I helped you, you made me feel like im not alone tht theres some one out there who feels just like me IF you hate me or anything sorry Ur like my medicine.
Well lemme dedicate a song fr you to show how i feel frya:
this vacation's useless these white pills aren't kind i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have the days have come and gone our lives when but so fast i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more
do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its all okay that there someone out there who feels just like me there is
those notes you wrote me i've kept them all i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall with every single letter in every single word there will be a hidden message about a boy that's loves a girl do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me there is
do you care if i don't know what to say? will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
do you care if i don't know what to say? will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me there is
Ill make a cover n mayb sing along.
I hope ull reply my msgges kae, If you found my blog, n read it its fr to see n noe tht I meant wat i said n wun leave you no matter how weird I am
He guys, today is the greatest fucking day id ever had Firstly, I fell inlove with someone tht i tried to cheerup this morning OMG ILY Nadhrah(:, hahas Ive been messaging her since just now, and ill swear ill nvr leave you once we stead someday and tmr Ill be meeting her at whitesand and sufi is gonna tag along, haha, I cant wait for tomorow.
Today as usual go mendaki n cordova, hahas well im still saving money fr a delay pedal, and also for an Epiphone Lespaul special, n change its pickup to Gibson Dirty Finger Humbuckers, it might be cheap but its worth it if i do it tht way gotta save till 500 i guess, n i owe hamizan 10 bucks
iuhya to be honest, if ur rreading this now dun tell my current band Ace Of Spades this or put it this way dun tell Zaki,Hamizan,Othman and Shaiful this, this is our little secret,
Im starting a new band, a punk rock trio, which is now currently my side project, Im doing it with my madrasah friend, Naufal which is a Blink Fan like me, He will be the bassists/singer n I will be the guitarist/singer now currently looking for a drummer, we will doing this band to promote sex, and masturbation lols Nah, if you guys noe anyone hu play the drums please inform me asap, cause, we want see wat what got lols, I cant wait fr this trio side project cause its easy to play guitar alone Hahahs But Ace of Spades wont go apart, unless you guys wanna, hahas
Seriously cant wait to jam wif them this tues, i mean play guitar acousticly this tues aftr my exam n watching movie wif him Dun tell anyone :X, hahas
Sci was a success, i manage to do it without many diffuculties, after sci exam i waited fr Zaki n da rest to finish their D&T thn go to Tampines Mall, actually went there to get Greenday's 21st century breakdown album but too bad its not there then went to Yamaha n got myself a Chorus Effect pedal which is worth 30 dollars, n thnks to Hamizans 10 bucks I manage to buy it, thnks man, you da best, mon i repay you, lols Thn aftr solat Jumaat go home, tried my pedal n thn not enough cable to connect to my distortion pedal n planned to buy it. thn Daniel called me up n ask me lepak wif him, thn lepak wif him till6 n go to Yamaha at Tampines mall to get myself a new cable Its worth wasting 50 bucks today fr my guitar, Its wat I was born to play I guess, lol
now left is getting myself a delay pedal,Flanger and a reverb pedal n itscool. Mayb buying an epiphone Lespaul or Epiphone Dot. who noes, haha
It seems like my life is back in place, no more agony misery and pain.
K bye, till then.
Ouhya I would also like to share Blinks Greatest moments today live at T-Mobile party at Los Angelas, cnt wait fr their summer tour, OMGOMGOMG, lols
Well sup guys, I guess I learned my lesson No more stealing
Time to repent, time fr a better tommorw time to skate time for punk rock time for getting a lespaul, time to buckup fr EOY Time to get Gibson Dirty Finger Humbuckers
Well thts my nxt month resolution
2 more weeks to holidays huh? Great? Awesome? Yea, I cant wait to relax myself
Do you know the enemy? Do you know your enemy? Well, gotta know the enemy
Do you know the enemy? Do you know your enemy? Well, gotta know the enemy
Do you know the enemy? Do you know your enemy? Well, gotta know the enemy
-Know your enemy by Green day
This song is to show a big fuck you to authorities(!) YTF would you make the yellow ribbon project when in actual fact you dont give them a second chance?
I guess life is boring...My skate frens somehow felt like Ive turned into a poser? Does tht guy have somethin to do wimme? Hmmm? Idk Just seee, I guess But I just say it here I aint no poser, I aint no mat nor mat rep, I aint no gangster Im a Guitarist n I would like to give a big fuck you to my enemies n people who hate me!
Well thts all i guess, I cn see the light btw, Im nott lost, My dads coming back home I dun wan to get into trouble wif police anymore I guess thts all
It hurts doesnt it? I feel like im losing frens I feel like theres no hope fr me? WTh is happening? Well We will see tmr, Im juz praying fr a better tomorrow.
